Suddenly i wished .....

Suddenly i wished ,i could give another chance to me 
 the spark to love ,rekindled again inside ...
walked on the road to nowhere with eyes blind-folded
i tripped again,without realizing the pain of my bleeding foot


being oblivious to the pain inside, i still hoped for a better tomorrow
strolled down the field ,tried to catch some breeze 
 illusion made me fly with ecstasy of emotions..
 the world  started mocking at me .


i wept !
then i realized ,
noone has ever flown sky high without wings..


i wished again ,
the sand started blowing vigourously ,blocking my vision
wanted to pause the moment, hold him ,
couldnt utter a word as i lost my direction ..

i closed my eyes , now the pain was excruciating.


 Alas!
 i dreamt again ,with my eyes open !

p.s how can u loose something ,you never had !